2021.10.23 23:14 Miserable_Profit_925 To You & Our...Sorry I Mean Your Children.....
You are so full of shit...and dead wrong about everything. I guess it doesn't matter because you're an act at this point, in reality you probably always were. I'm the one left with the pain, hurt, and loneliness. It was always me to sacrifice never you sacrificing. You cheated on me before our last child was born, most likely the entire relationship. You lied constantly about everything and you know it. I stayed I tried, I begged...I loved you! I gave myself up almost completely, everything I did was for you. I was invisible, worthless, inadequate...you are dead wrong about me and what I think and feel. I spent enough time with you to know nothing and I do mean absolutely NOTHING I say or do matters or has any value to you. I loved you so much, and I know exactly how you felt... because it's how I felt. Here's lies the difference and shows how little value and worth I have to you (none). I didn't feel like a person...it's why I got so down and what you interpreted as me disrespecting and not loving or caring about you. I was empty, I had hope though, and was stupid enough in my depression to think once we could get you a house we would have us back again. I'm not gonna try to hard here to explain why (I've wasted years trying). I didn't not love or value you, I was on hold I guess. I wasn't allowed to learn or grow, I wasn't allowed to work like I needed to, I wasn't allowed to talk to you about things I struggled with, I wasn't allowed to ask about things I literally physically saw...I shit down I called you names and you told me how much it hurt you...I was ashamed sorry and I promised to not do it again. I NEVER DID EITHER, but you did...I didn't matter, I was expected to be things and do things for you, that you refused me. I shut down I was a shell, I wanted to die I think...I never ever slept with anyone or looked for something else, and there were times I wanted to and women willing to make it happen! See I ACTUALLY FUCKING CARED ABOUT YOU, I RESPECTED YOU ENOUGH TO NOT HURT YOU LIKE THAT, I ACTUALLY LOVED YOU, NOT PARTS OF YOUR BODY AND HOW THEY MADE ME FEEL ABOUT MYSELF.....I asked to get help not fuck random people off Tinder and your other hook up apps...I loved you truly and unconditionally I promised you forever and you have forever...
My whatever's and ingnoring you? No K not true I had given up arguing or trying to explain. So when you blamed me for everything? Ok whatever k sure, you have no clue how many times I was simply avoiding your insults and blame...I was just bypassing all that, ok K whatever you say...it's all my fault I'm a day lazy pile of shit that works harder than most people sacrificing me for you...it was surrender not ignoring you...Like I said I thought once we got a house you would stop hating me and calling me a failure because we couldn't afford a house. Had you actually let me have my career like you demanded yours... We'd have been in a fucking house!
You left me while I slept in the same bed as you, while you made me watch you do it! You made me offer you a way out, then told me it was my choice...I loved you so fucking much, you told me I didn't love you...you went on dates and told me you were going to trivia nights....You cheated and lied countless times most likely...You used me for years, then continued to do so for 2 more after you left me. You had a "poly" life, threesomes, made movies, while I busted my ass and had the girls every weekend...you did half of this while I was still there...then you provoked me nonstop, and used the girls as a weapon, my "friends"....you worked for that reaction hard! The second you got it you went from lies and name-calling to the poor little victimized woman...."scared" of me...took my children too, used my "friend" and you connections in the swinger lifestyle works to fuck with my new job...he knew them by name... Now you're refusing to let me talk to or see our girls whos lives I was in almost everyday and more that you up untill two months ago...Today was Chars birthday and your bike soul wouldn't let me see them for 10 minutes...I was allowed a phone call which was choppy I couldn't hear it see over half the time! Char was crying too K they fucking miss me you asshole, Ginny looks and sounds different, AB too!!!!!
I can't fathom wanting to do that to you or them! I can't understand suck ugliness! You're an evil woman, you're an abuser of men and children...I could not not would I ever do this to you, lie to the world but I could have multiple times K...I guess that's what I get for loving you and caring about you and our children. You have now complete destroyed me and all hope...I no longer have any for myself or that you're a good person...I should hate you and have had no problem doing this to you while you abandoned your children to fuck dudes off Tinder and your swinger co-worker couple...Who you idolized and were obsessed and infatuated with...I guess I'm too stupid to know what love is and how to put you first and value andnrespyyiuniver myself and my own wants and needs huh??? Well what I learned today is that I'll never see my kids again because you're an evil person, because you're a selfish woman and that man/men/ and your porn career are more valuable to you than your children s father! And I still love you and wish it was different...you not only want to hurt me you want me to suffer for the rest of my life....try you K if I was your Karma ...well fuck you K you can have it I'm going to do it for you...I can't live like this, where you treat me like this and lie cheat and steal to make me a bad person for wanting to know where you were planning a life with our children....if I asked you? It was none of business...huh imagine that...
Well K if you care and clearly you don't you have done it I give up and won't live in this world any more ...I found a way I can't stop it and I don't want to anymore...you have taken hope and the last people I live from me...I'll die for you K like you want!
I love you do fucking much, I hate you just as much....I wish you could have been fair and a team....guess it's team "Austin" now...I hope someday you'll forgive me enough to allow out daughters the memory of their father...
~uselesd, worthless, ghetto, stupid, inadequate, incapable of love, unworthy of love, can't please a woman in anyway... Me the loser and your biggest regret and mistake who you needed to destroy verses treat with some respect and fairness...
PS. To my family screw you, you guys were as bad as her and worse at times I HATE that you made this easy for her and hard for me. You put piss all over my room and dog shit in my kids drawers....then tried to tell me I was crazy...FUCK YOU....again you put dog shit in my kids toy bins and dumped piss all over their toys...and much worse. Then tried to as a group tell me I'm insane and I did it....lol holy shit screw you....hey maybe I should put shit and piss allover your shit before I leave???
To my extended family I can't understand why the fuck you would have helped but whatever I'm sorry I wouldnt sacrifice my body for your family anymore...and T NO THEY HAD NO REASON...and you have no clue the negative affect violating my BATHROOM with MY PHONE had on my life...Lie all you want S&C you absolutely did too! But I guess that's just another excuse and your insecurites and general lack of respect for me don't come into play...YOU HAVE NO CLUE...I should have took that phone to a lawyer and taken that little box from your desk....yeah but I didn't because you're my family and I love you and I wouldn't do that to you...so what in the actual fuck did I do to you that you would help my EX take the only people keeping me going....my daughter's! I haven't seen them in two months, I had one call in that time that was basically a word here and there and a choppy glimpse here and there... tell me I need to be a better person?? Again just like K....Lie Lie Lie all you want it's true and you fucking know it....
To my "friends" same to you....wtf did I do??? But whatever fuck it and fuck you too..."loose my number"...lol R I wish at least you would have talked to me???? No let's fuck with him online and have a direct and negative effect on his custody battle...I don't know what I did to you but wtf??? It would be nice to know brother......
To NM I don't care you never had any respect for me and you lie like a rug...you can't lie to me no sorry...but I guess in that fucked up brain of yours, you are more entitled to my girls than me....stay gone this time long gone far far and far away.....don't hate you, always will love you and be thankful for the good things but that was over the line, way over, sleezy, and wrong...good bye....
Fuck you all I'm out one way or the other... maybe one of you fuck wads will actually do me favor and fuck make good on your threats and fucking kill me....
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2021.10.23 23:14 TrulyGreatDanes [REQ] ($100) (Ottawa, Ontario, Canada) (Repay $140 on Oct 30, 2021) (PayPal or etransfer)
Need to ubecab to my pharmacy but am stuck further away that usual (not home - got stuck somewhere else). The loan would go towards the transportation to the pharmacy then home (I don't live far from the pharmacy).
If its not against the rules (I'm not sure if it is it not), the person offering the loan could uber me instead of sending me the money. But that's just a thought. If the loan is sent to me, proof will be provided.
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2021.10.23 23:14 xavierarkon Play FFXIV? Looking for gamer buddies
I really need some friends that play games haha. I'm really chill and never get mad over games so I hope it's the same for you. I can still be competitive sometimes but I never rage.
I play ffxiv a lot. I do pretty much all the content there is to do in that game from crafting to savage and triple triad. I play on Primal data center. Excalibur.
Also play genshin impact and simp for all the cute boys. If you need help with domains and bosses I'm your guy. I'm thinking about trying New World but I'm not convinced yet.
Besides that I generally like playing most shooters and love rpgs of all kinds.
Dm me if interested.
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2021.10.23 23:14 TheMixerTheMaster Rufus & Chaka Khan - Tell Me Something Good (1974)
2021.10.23 23:14 Trace_Outli Got two codes but neither of them worked?
earlier this week I bought a sealed innistrad midnight hunt pre-release pack and redeemed the code inside for the 6 packs in game, earlier today I bought two more of these packs and attempted to enter the codes but neither of them worked? looking for anyone who can help me with this dilemma
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2021.10.23 23:14 Master_of_Chaos000 Learning from History.
2021.10.23 23:14 bluegreenvioletred how can i report players who do this?
so i just had a ranked match and a player in my team went afk from the start,they moved so they couldnt get a penalty,anyway to report these kinds of players?
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2021.10.23 23:14 Lost_Lynx_6430 Missouri paper blasts House Republicans after Bannon contempt vote, says GOP 'coddles criminals'
2021.10.23 23:14 hikiller123 Perks for Knowledge Equals Power
I was looking at Talisman Emperor jumpchain and found this ability.
Stellar Aquamirror Arts (200 CP): This Dao technique belongs to the extremely profound arts of divination and is one of the secret techniques passed down in the eastern sea’s Mistwater Pavilion. It is capable of calculating the secrets of the workings of the heavens, allowing one to turn disaster into fortune. Every time it is executed, the technique consumes 100 years of lifespan of the person that executed it, as the heavens guard their secrets jealously. In future jumps, this backlash only occurs if you took Vow Under the Heaven Dao.
I was wondering if there was any perks for making you more powerful the more raw knowledge you have or if there is one that becomes more powerful the more knowledge you have. I am more or less expecting the perks to be eldritch in nature just because that seems to be up there ally. But I am not picky thanks in advance
p.s. can I get the link to the lovecraft jump if someone has it I can never find it. It is always dead links. p.p.s what is a good anti eldritch/memetic hazard/insanity perk
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2021.10.23 23:14 New_Love7583 Bachelor’s for HR?
I have an Associates degree in Business Management & I’m having second thoughts about continuing with a Bachelors (no specialization). Ideally I would like to work in HR, Banking or Analytics. I’ve heard that employers in those fields don’t really care if you have a degree or not. Is this true?
This also leads me to ask, will a BA give me a higher chance of getting a job or earning more? I know it’s not guaranteed but any chance is better than no chance.
I’m only 19, also first gen. & I would really appreciate any thoughts or advice from anyone who’s already in the field!
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2021.10.23 23:14 MythrowawayAcc5678 Just because it's your house doesn't mean you can boss people around.
I get it. "my house my rules". yeah, I get that. but when I am trying to sleep at 1 am and they're keeping people up by watching TV loudly with the lights on and everything, that sucks. especially when I need to get up at 6 am.
I don't go around playing video games at 1 am with the volume loud at 1 am. Hell, I don't even play video games loudly at all. I always try to be respectful of other people, in public or not. It's why in public, I'm not speaking loudly on the phone, and I wear headphones in both public and in the house with other people. I know full well people don't care about hearing my random loud videos, and on top of that I just find it rude to be loud in general.
maybe I'm super sensitive to loud noises, and I know sometimes people don't care about hearing my loud videos. but a lot of the time it's just basic courtesy, especially when people are sleeping. maybe I'm the only one who tip toes at 1 am if everybody else is asleep, and maybe I'm the only one who doesn't wash my hands with the faucet 100% gushing water so I make as little noise as possible. but it definitely sucks when I'm trying to sleep and people are blasting loud noises and gushing water and stomping around as if my sleep isn't important just as much as theirs
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2021.10.23 23:14 6eason 24 edit with kobe news clip
2021.10.23 23:14 Rowanc019 My math homework (the parentheses and brackets are flipped on each side)
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2021.10.23 23:14 Pusmos Marq Spekt - Liquid Smoke 
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2021.10.23 23:14 Death2Zombees Thanks brain, can we sleep now?
2021.10.23 23:14 Splashed- Watching my first Krakens game
Just sitting home with nothing to do, so I decided to watch the Canucks/Krakens game. As the player intros are going through, Grubauer steps up, and he gets booed by the crowd. His own team btw. Hmm….
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2021.10.23 23:14 Terpnato Have any of you smoked scorpion tails? What can you say about the experience?
2021.10.23 23:14 haw2991 Ruckus vs Randy (Ruckus's POV)
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2021.10.23 23:14 Toniosw The grenades in Arkham Knight are strangely detailed for an item most players never see
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2021.10.23 23:14 JaiGanapati Was torn at first but then I decided I had to go for the McFarlane cover
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2021.10.23 23:14 gingerjoba baja chipotle vs chipotle southwest
2021.10.23 23:14 SureWhyNot5182 Horni Discorders
I know this isn't a conventional post, but I desperately need assistance. They have overwhelmed the bonk nuke, and are only getting stronger. Please, send your strongest bonks.
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2021.10.23 23:14 SpontaneousDream Supply shock
Let’s not forget that Zcash has the exact same hard cap supply and halving schedule as Bitcoin! 21 million coins and halvings every 4 years.
We’ve already halved once (November 2020). Next halving three years away and then another four years after that. Yea yea, I know people don’t want to wait that long…but don’t you think people who bought Bitcoin after the November 2012 halving wish they would have held until now? Patience is everything. Zcash is just getting started. Be grateful that you are here this early.
Remember: time in the market > timing the market.
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2021.10.23 23:14 McCrysler What was the best glitch you have ever seen in a video game?
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